Everyone's so fake. I'm so fake. Everyone hides behind a mask. I hide behind a mask. Why can't anyone see through my mask?
One of the things I want most is for someone, anyone -- but preferably a hot, male someone -- to see through my mask. In class I'm the smart girl who knows all the answers and has no idea about what's really going on. Outside of class I'm that loud idiot who says random shit and talks behind everyone's backs with her "friends."
Yeah, I love being fake. I just wish someone would come up to me and be like Niki, I get you. I understand you and what you go through, and I accept you. You don't have to keep hanging out with people you don't actually like, because you have me.
Yeah, like that's ever going to happen.
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